Hi.

2012-01-05T22:08:00.002-05:00

No more.I don't want to give any more of me to anyone.

2012-01-05T10:57:00.003-05:00

I haven't been here in a while.Re-reading old posts is interesting.It brings up a lot of feelings.I miss you God. So much.And I don't know how to get back to you.I don't feel a fire, or a conviction.I think I can say I don't want to go back.But I want to want to.I want to want to.I want to want.I want to.I want.I.Maybe that's the problem.I, me, always about myself.God, I miss you.God, I miss.God,

2011-04-22T00:18:00.000-04:00

What's been on my tumblr recently.*what?…the things we hold onto, our vices fill us up.We plug that hole with our guilt and pride in carrying those things, ashamed to never share them.But when we finally do get it all out, pour ourselves out we feel so empty.Where do we run to? What do we fill that hole with?Do we just run back to our vices because they feel so familiar? so filling?Or do we run

2011-04-21T23:51:00.002-04:00

Mmmm. Re-downloaded 30 seconds to mars. All of it.Including the new stuff....Remembered one of the songs (The Kill) was on when I made my way to the bathroom with a knife. Almost cut myself. Friend talked me out of it.*this was like four years ago...It's still a very good song. It moves me.Moves me.Move me.

2011-04-21T10:22:00.002-04:00

I feel like such shit right now.*You're studying abroad. I bet you're having the time of your life.My GPA wasn't high enough for that.*I want to tell you everything.But I feel like the last time I did that I just made you insecure.*Where are these feelings for you coming from?I never felt this way about you before.*I want to be back in Boston now. I like seeing my mom, I like the weather here,

2011-04-12T13:11:00.003-04:00

I realized this a month or so ago.But I forgot until today.I just spent 100$ on another new pair of shoes.I don't really need them. A lot of my shoes are breaking apart. But I have so many pairs of perfectly fine ones.What is wrong with me?Mmm.So a few months ago. I remember this time when I was very annoyed with a close friend of mine. I wouldn't hang out with this person because certain

2011-04-12T01:48:00.003-04:00

I feel like, and sadly maybe it's been a long time coming, that my heart has hardened in an odd way.At least, odd to me.I feel like I'm better off on my own.Too many relationships that have just failed or left me hanging (albeit, some of them have me to blame), would reinforce a lot of bad mentalities.Whether it's, I wasn't good enough, or I made a mistake, or I'm keeping someone busy... It's

2011-04-11T18:53:00.002-04:00

I've been feeling really weird recently.I've been very close to tears... but in the best way possible? Ah. Maybe I just want to cry.I had a nice talk last night with a brother.A lot was brought to the surface I think.Definitely feeling... different. Not bad. Just... different.Maybe it's the nice weather and just my heart.Nice weather, heart in a mix.Blarg.

2011-04-11T16:55:00.001-04:00

I was gonna come here and vent a lot.But I was so tired that I just took a nap instead. Slept one hour last night.Cried as I walked to the campus shuttle stop.Might've bombed my quiz.Mom says "This will make you stronger."I come home and sleep.

2011-04-07T14:33:00.004-04:00

I'm craving intimacy right now. It's ridiculous how it's manifesting itself.*I was also reading over the comments people have posted on this blog...I want to meet you all.Or just you if it's one person...*Busy day today and for the rest of the week.Busy day today and no rest for the weak....but it's gonna be all good. =]

2011-04-07T02:22:00.001-04:00

Just posted this on my tumblr...So uh. Last few days I’ve been so unmotivated to study.Both of my parents have MAs. Where are they working now?It seems as if, and I could be wrong about this, that me getting a BA only slightly increases the amount of money I could be making once I get out of college (taking into consideration some of the connections I have with potential future employers…). Not

2011-04-06T12:17:00.002-04:00

"You don't know who I am. I wish I knew who you were... "=D Partytime?!/forreal, if I'm in the right mood (aka not mornings) I'm generally down to meet new people... although over the internet is semi-weird.//editI just realized what post this comment was linked to.Whoever you are, if I really don't know you, thank you very much for your kindness =]Maybe it'd be cool to talk one day.

2011-04-06T12:12:00.001-04:00

"Why do you say you're not the most masculine guy around?"To whoever is commenting/still reading this >

2011-03-05T14:59:00.002-05:00
I don't even understand right now.I can't even.I'm so frustrated.Little things to top off my day.I don't even want to do anything right now.And that also sickens me. Makes me sick to my stomach. How pathetic. How fucking weak.I'm everything I hate.Fucking sickening.I'm so frustrated.So torn.I don't even know.

How do you do it?

2011-03-03T13:13:00.002-05:00
How are you so firm on the gospel that nothing seems to shake you?That every temptation doesn't bother you?That sin doesn't seem to pierce your armor?How are you so dependent on God?So faithful?So in love?How do you do it?*I genuinely don't know.Am I supposed to fall more in love?Or is it a realization? A strike of inspiration?Do I need to discipline myself more?Or do I do nothing at all?Ugh.

2011-03-02T12:01:00.002-05:00
I'm screaming at the top of my lungs right now.But it's still all on the inside.*If this is all predestined... ugh. I don't even know.I don't get it.I don't get it.

2011-03-01T01:11:00.003-05:00
I'm having trouble falling asleep and staying asleep these days...I'm also scared that I'm actually a like me minor.But I am getting more comfortable with myself these days, I think.Which is good. I need to learn to not be so dependent on other people.I need to learn how to be single.And just single. Nothing else.I need to learn to stop objectifying people.Ugh. God, would your will be done in me,

2011-02-20T01:31:00.002-05:00
Hey.Haha.I gotta get to sleep soon. I have a big day tomorrow.I'm hanging out with someone awesome. I'm kinda nervous.Rehearsal for the EP. I'm really excited.Ah. I'm tired now... I think I'll roll into bed.but on a more serious note... I feel like I've just let go of God in a way? I need an encounter, a spark, a flame. It just... drained out or something, I don't even know...asldgsalgdka What is

2011-02-17T18:38:00.001-05:00
"Don't worry, I'll listen."I think I know who you are, but I'm not sure.asl;kdg;alsghas;lgjha;gToday... was alright.Actually really good.Discipline is the start of renewal you know?...heh. Oral Hygiene is one of the ways to open yourself up to God.hahaha

2011-02-16T11:03:00.002-05:00
"You should write more often on here."Yea. I kinda transitioned into tumblr for a bit. It was more public and I wanted to be more okay with myself posting things publicly regardless of content. I almost saw it as a way for me to be open.but...Eh.I've been feeling kinda down lately. Don't really wanna share with a lot of people.It's funny because even the people I'm close to or was close to, I

2011-01-31T10:42:00.003-05:00
I think about 4-6 separate demons attacked me in my sleep last night.Two girls. One lion/guy. One snake. One insect. I think there was one more...Devil? Yeah. Come at me bro. Christ is MY KING.

2011-01-23T17:54:00.002-05:00
I hate myself right now.Thank you for answering my prayers.Thank you for teaching me about repentance.Thank you for this blessed sunday.Your blessed sunday.My sinful sunday.Your blessed.My sinful.Thank you.

2011-01-19T00:21:00.002-05:00
I was semi-hoping I would never post here again.Ah.It hurts me when you never respond to me. So much. You probably have no idea.So much.*I wish u were around more. But I'm doing my best to not like you, I don't think it would work... but when I'm with you my mind changes. But then again, you're too busy and too cool for us to actually spend time together*I'm so infatuated with you. I am so

2010-12-27T16:14:00.000-05:00
LOL If ur not gonna let me go out, at least make me some food, I'm starving... sheesh.

2010-12-26T00:49:00.000-05:00
Mmmm.I feel like crying. Nothing went wrong today.I had a great week.But I just feel like crying.Ionno.Maybe I should just get to sleep.I had an AMAZING week. And... I'm so happy =]

2010-12-23T09:55:00.000-05:00
I think, that I am transitioning to tumblr more.And I think it is really because I am changing a bit.I am more comfortable with myself, I'm figuring myself out more,I feel less need to put up things here where no one reads it, but I feel comfortable that I can post it up somewhere where a lot of people read things.Mmmm.Haha it's not like this is ever gonna disappear.But I've found out a lot of

2010-12-17T10:52:00.002-05:00
a;ldkhjae;klna;okag;ladglgsa;kjkjhfskl;Sigh.Im second guessing everything right now.What do I even dance like? Am I just a second or third rate copy of the people I admire?I hate my choreo project. It's due tomorrow.*I haven't been praying. Been rolling around in my sin.I'm so bitter, so pissed off and angry on the inside.How fucking lame.*I wrote about a page, being honest about how I felt. And

2010-12-16T23:34:00.001-05:00
Can you text me back so I don't give up on you? =[ Please?

2010-12-15T02:33:00.002-05:00
I think I learned something about myself today...I can't remember.Today was pretty nice though...

2010-12-14T01:56:00.000-05:00
I'm home.Things haven't changed much.Dad is the same.The house is a little dirtier... Mom's not around to clean it.I don't really like being here right now...But at the moment, I am so okay with myself.Thanks God? Maybe?I am okay with myself.

2010-11-29T14:55:00.001-05:00
I am tired.I just cried a bit. Lame.I wanted to cry more, get it out. It's been a while.God i sound so fucking pathetic...Realized something... realized that I always shrink away, I always hate being called on in class because I don't want to be wrong.Being wrong is an imperfection.It's funny how you've drilled that into my head Dad.Everytime I tried to speak to you, you were either too busy, or

2010-11-25T11:42:00.001-05:00
Happy Thanksgiving.Fuck you Dad.I hate all of you.*I don't really, just feels that way right now...Sigh. How do you expect me to love, God? How do you expect me to love?Fuck.

2010-11-25T09:09:00.003-05:00
Last night's dream was awesome...Driving around Korea... seeing BOTY bboy battles... getting lost, having to go around backwoods to get to my car, seeing old ex's... talking to them... resturaunt... magical secondary world... running away from bad guys... magical... er... magic quest-type thing... demons taking over... us fighting back...Uhh hanging out in central park, catching fish...hrm...

2010-11-23T22:34:00.001-05:00
Hrm...Hrm........

2010-11-19T01:01:00.002-05:00
I'll try to be more honest.Try. Is the keyword here... no promises.I'm still pretty fucked up all around, got lotta issues to deal with.Got a lot of demons to cast out.God, I know you're bigger than my problems and my sins, but... I'll be real, I'm a little too prideful to accept that.It's easy for me to write this here, because I feel like no one reads these, yet I can still get it out in a

Recent Dreams

2010-11-17T12:20:00.002-05:00
In no order...1. Apartment building... Red/yellow walls... white floors... black doorframes... black furniture... circular construction... Rich guy, but a bad guy... High ceilings... ninja fights... starcraft attacks... private school kids... hot tub on the balcony outside...Left... 4 kids tried to mug me, stopped on, beat the other up 'cause he tried to steal from a lady... sat him down and

2010-11-17T00:20:00.000-05:00
I do not like the person I am becoming right now.But this direction changes like every other day.Hrm.

2010-11-13T01:21:00.001-05:00
Since when was reading the whole bible cleansing? =O LOL

2010-11-13T01:00:00.002-05:00
So today, I read the bible once.Err rather I finished reading the bible once through.And then we had a youth service.And I'm not trying to write cryptic, or like I usually do... because this is how i'm thinking right now.After that I went to go dance.Talked with the guys that I was driving around.Heard an amazing sermon.Was in prayer like 75% of the time.It was awesome.And then I went to go dance

2010-11-12T08:12:00.002-05:00
August 27th 2009 - November 12th 2010... Read the Bible once...Yeah I stopped, started again, I may have not REALLY read through it...But I stuck with it God, and I'm hoping that you look upon that, upon my sinfulness and see Christ, and see even just a figment of my sinfully stained commitment...

2010-11-12T02:39:00.000-05:00
Cryptic message about the girl I like... here.

2010-11-12T01:02:00.002-05:00
I am not perfect...I'm pretty insecure.I got a bunch of issues I gotta fix...But it's all good. Because, you're in control God.Thanks for loving me. Thanks for Dying for me.I gotta understand surrendering more.I'm so excited...

2010-11-10T11:40:00.002-05:00
God you are good.Thanks for bringing out the sun for me.God you are gracious.Thank you for the bad grade on my french exam.God you are slow to anger.Thank you for all of the work that i've had to do.God you are rich in love.I'm sorry for sinning.God you are good to all.God you are good.God you are good.God you are.God you.God.You are sovereign. You have everything in your hand.And I want to cry

2010-11-08T18:53:00.002-05:00
Shooooooooooooooooot.Think I miss you. It feels like it, for sure...But this is probably another reason why I can't talk to you...See what I gotta get fixed? Jeez.

2010-11-08T16:15:00.001-05:00
Hahaha so random, but I guess nice?******: hahahahasean, you know something i really admire about you though?me: ?******: it's your capacity to think!and think deeplyme: Pshhhhh ><******: yo, i'm seriousi've been trying to be more introspective (since i tend to sweep things under the rug, even in my own head)and i realized that i really don't like to think, as strange as that soundsthinking

2010-11-07T23:13:00.001-05:00
Ah.I wanna talk to you so badly.But I have so many things I need to work out first.I secretly hope that you see this;And that you also have feelings for me too.But I gotta get fixed first.And you can't be the one who fixes me.I can't want you to be the one who fixes me.That's not how things work.Ugh.You hella cool tho.

2010-11-07T13:43:00.003-05:00
Me... being christian has nothing to do with me.That even though I was still a sinner Christ was interceding for me, praying for me.That even when I may have chosen to accept Christ as my Lord and savior, he's still saving me.That his blood has washed me clean...I'm not... "Christian."I'm "saved."//unfinished.

What I did instead of paying attention in econ.

2010-11-03T12:51:00.000-04:00
Once upon a time… in a land kinda-semi-far away- more like your backyard far when you’re a small child, everything seems bigger when you’re smaller anyway… There were bears. Tons and tons of bears. And they slept and ate all day, and dance and partied all night. Of course this shallow lifestyle wasn’t all that they did with their time; they frequently dabbled in arts and philosophies and theories

2010-11-02T16:51:00.001-04:00
Yeah and they would let go as soon as I feel that way...Making me feel worse.Y'all are some fucks....I'm going back to sleep.

2010-11-02T16:48:00.002-04:00
Demonds are dragging me down... Please... Pray for me...Please somebody help...God I need you I can't fight...I've lost confidence in the power of your name...I feel like a weight on my shoulders... Voices in my head telling me to kill myself...End it all...That I'm not good...That I'm worthless...I dunno if I can hold on much longer...Fuck man, I don't wanna be a failure...I don't feel like I

2010-11-02T10:25:00.001-04:00
I don't "get it" how it's not about me.I'm stuck in this middleground...Flirting with sin...Ugh.Wasn't I fine two days ago?Jeez...

2010-11-02T01:10:00.001-04:00
I tend to come out of our conversations with more questions than I did going into them...Ionno.Thank you Jesus may I have another?

2010-11-01T23:11:00.001-04:00
Why do I feel so weird?Why do I feel so different?Why do I feel so lonely?How fuckin' lame...Why am I so lame?Why do I feel so alone?

2010-11-01T11:19:00.002-04:00
I wish you could just... live for me God...I feel so overwhelmed...Things to do:Catch up in PlatoCatch up in InfinityCatch up in FrenchDo well in EconDo well in PlatoDo well in InfinityDo well in FrenchGet back to my attorneyChoreograph Mecha LoveChoreograph Taeyang Songs (If I'm still doing that)Choreograph for Kaos KidsGo to fencing practiceGo to Kaos Kids practiceGo to ElementsWait. Maybe I'm

2010-11-01T01:41:00.002-04:00
Mmmm. I know... that I'm not alone.But I want YOU to be up so I can talk to you...Jeez. =P

2010-10-31T17:57:00.002-04:00
Hahaha I'm so lame.But I love this.1 Corinthians 13The Way of Love 1If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am a noisy gong or a clanging cymbal. 2And if I have prophetic powers, and understand all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have all faith, so as to remove mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. 3 If I give away all I have, and if I deliver up my body

2010-10-31T00:41:00.003-04:00
Do you ever wonder if there's anything more?Do YOU ever wonder if there's anything more?I don't know much...Is it worth it?Y'all make it seem so attractive, to be completely honest.I'll admit I had my fun and games as well.But it was so nothing.You make me question why I decided to keep trying, to keep fighting.*Stop speaking in cliches...Do I speak in cliches...?What a douche.How vain of me to

2010-10-28T02:22:00.001-04:00
Did you just clean it all off, break off that ugly crust?Bound to me by blood, constantly cleaning and washing.Even if I barely held on.Even if I didn't hold on.Even if I didn't hold.Even if I didn't.Even if I.Even if.Even.Not even.It's not fair, your grace, at all.

2010-10-27T10:26:00.000-04:00
Ugh.Ugh.It's hard. Why should I trust you?I'm sorry I'm bitter.It's just hard.I'm imperfect.I have so many flaws.So sinful.I feel like I've been bathing in shit.Ugh.Can I say I'm trying?Can I say?Can I?Can?

2010-10-25T01:20:00.001-04:00
Is this my low stamina or sin weighing my heart down?

2010-10-24T17:22:00.000-04:00
Hrm. I hope I never forget that feeling.I'm sure it'll happen again.

2010-10-24T16:33:00.001-04:00
It's funny... I feel your presence. Holding me back even when I'm this close...I'm so torn.

2010-10-24T16:29:00.002-04:00
Just letting sin right back in.I'm tired God.I don't want to try right now...I don't.Last night when they attacked me as I put my head down to rest...I couldn't move, as usual... I couldn't fight back.All I could think to myself was, "In Jesus name."Couldn't even think to actually pray. To actually cast them out in your name.To fight them in your name.And I'm hella lonely right now.Hella, hella

2010-10-18T17:35:00.002-04:00
Im sitting in my infinity lecture right now.It's hard to understand. I zone out most of the time or play a stupid game to waste time.I had an odd day today.I've been dreaming again, and I love it.Really, lucid dreaming, dreaming.I'm so happy God is giving this to me... (I'm just assuming that he is...)And I hate saying this, but it's nice being able to get away from everything.It's nice to just

2010-10-11T19:53:00.002-04:00
That was a good weekend.Definitely more rooted.Love to death.Love to Life.Love to your life? Their Death.Love to your death? Their Life.When we don't pay back. We die.Christ took that debt and kept it.And died.This is forgiveness.This is love.It will kill you.Love to Death.

2010-10-07T08:28:00.002-04:00
I'm not denying that you're here...I'm not denying that you're with me...I know that you love me...But it feels like more and more I know less and less of what to do and how to act.I literally do not know what to do.I literally do not know what to say.So everytime you ask me what I think, or how I feel about something, and I say "I don't know" or "what do you want me to think", it's because I

2010-10-06T16:49:00.001-04:00
"People want to get to know you, before they get to know what you believe in."

2010-10-05T10:39:00.000-04:00
"...but when you do stuff like that for girls,they misunderstand a lot."

2010-10-04T21:56:00.001-04:00
"I want you to be a conquering Christian"

2010-10-04T21:49:00.000-04:00
There is a teeny tiny small desire.But it's there.There is a teeny tiny small heart.But it's there.

2010-10-03T18:33:00.010-04:00
Hrm."I want to be blessed by your testimony"You are a redeemer, and an architect. My maker.This is for sure. I have no reservations against that.It's hard for me to believe that you can actually do something with this... nothing that I have.But if you do, and I think you will, (for the holy spirit told me so) change me, I just can't wait to see it, and I wonder how I will be; What will you do?I

2010-10-02T03:50:00.001-04:00
I feel like I'm about to break another person's heart.Such a killer.I'm so ashamed.

2010-10-01T01:39:00.001-04:00
I have no heart.I need a heart.

2010-10-01T01:01:00.000-04:00
Give up, everything?Am I a fool?I don't know if I can do that.

2010-09-30T20:56:00.001-04:00
HAHAHA.I feel your cold hands touching the back of my head.You have NO right.I have been washed clean with the blood of Christ.You have NO right.For I am a son of the LIVING GOD.That through his sacrifice I have been adopted into his family.You have NO right.Get off me.Get away from me.Get away from this place.I command you in the name of Jesus.Peace.

2010-09-30T20:17:00.001-04:00
All I need is you...and fuck the rest.But that's wrong of me to say.And I know it...Grawr.

2010-09-26T17:14:00.001-04:00
I'm videochatting with a girl. She's cute.This could be a problem.

2010-09-26T15:08:00.002-04:00
HAHAHAHA. Oh my. Y'all need Jesus.In the most encouraging way possible.I know a lot of times when I look at myself when I get down, when I'm wallowing in my sin. I just see myself rolling around in a pile of mud complaining."I can't get out. Ugh. This is different, this is the worst. I can't do it."The victory has already been won...Christ already paid for our sins with his blood.Get up. Dust

2010-09-26T08:00:00.001-04:00
Hrm. Heh.Aiite let's keep going =]

2010-09-24T03:54:00.002-04:00
It's late. I have class in a bit.I need to finish my work.It kinda stopped... going.Two beers.Texting you.Wondering what it means to be faithful to God.In times like this. What does it mean to hold onto God?Even if I fall into sin. Into temptation.Where are you in the midst of this?If you're perfectly just, and you have a perfect plan, I, not have to, but must trust in you. No?I'm trying.It's

2010-09-23T20:42:00.000-04:00
Mom got robbed at gunpoint this evening.

2010-09-22T20:02:00.002-04:00
Thank you Jesus may I have another?That's what I should be saying, right?Right?RIGHT?You make me want to slit my wrists. I need you out of my life.Either that, or you need Jesus.Don't condemn people to hell. What makes you think you have that right?You're absolutely ridiculous. Everything's going to be fine.I need to dance this out.I need to dance.I need to.I need.

2010-09-17T07:33:00.002-04:00
Hahaha we were on the phone for two hours.I didn't end up sleeping till three thirty because I had to brush my teeth and spend time with God.Did that thought enter your mind?Or did that feeling sneak it's way in there?Like it did to me?LAWL. Whatever happens, I'm loving Jesus more than you.Whatever happens. If it's in his plan or not.Whatever...Happens.Heh.

2010-09-16T12:22:00.002-04:00
I daydreamed love.I daydreamt love?I dreamt love?I daydreamed love.In the form of a pair of shoes I dreamt my mother slaving... working every day. Coming home feet busted, bruised, blistered... Only to lie down on her bed, turn the TV on till she passed out, then start again.I dreamt that she bought me a pair of shoes that I had told her that I had liked.These shoes coast almost a third of the

2010-09-12T09:28:00.001-04:00
"...you just want to do what you want to do, but then flash your God badge so you can prove that he was 'there with you' as you did it..."It sounds a lot meaner than how it was actually said.Can't wait to start ripping apart scripture with you.=]

2010-09-12T01:49:00.001-04:00
i don't want to sleep yet...I want to talk to somebody...Blarg.Waiting.

2010-09-05T20:09:00.003-04:00
"Some people are just called to live a tough life.""Just wait a little... it'll be alright."Probably, most definitely schooled.

2010-08-30T14:16:00.001-04:00
God... are you gonna school me hard real soon?Am I going to be paying the consequence for my sins?I know they're forgiven...Is it unbelief on my part?A lack of strength? Willpower?Or are you bringing this to the surface that you might fix this?God I'm hoping you school me hard real soon...

2010-08-27T00:03:00.002-04:00
My life is better in your hands.*Please don't cry. Please. You're doing the best you can, and I am too... Please don't cry.*I miss you.

2010-08-19T21:18:00.001-04:00
For the first time in years... the voices in my head have stopped.It's nice.Maybe this is what it feels like to be free.Thank you JC.

2010-08-12T08:19:00.001-04:00
I think right now... It's like this.I'm bitter because I feel abandoned.As much as God has a home for me prepared, I'm still on guard, on edge...I don't know what it means to be free.

2010-08-11T23:42:00.001-04:00
...the FUCK do you want from me?

2010-08-10T08:52:00.000-04:00
Deprave.

2010-08-09T23:05:00.002-04:00
I should be sleeping now.Morning prayer. Be up at five.But I'm staying up trying to find someone to talk to.And it's not going to be you.But it's not gonna be you.I'm in pain, but not hurt.Come back soon.

Maybe I should just take a nap...

2010-08-09T19:38:00.002-04:00
Looking back over the last few months... I feel so different. I've been saying this so often lately. It seems like time just... doesn't even exist. What I just did a few hours ago seems like a distant memory.Pastor Paul said something about that... that when we get closer to God, we start living "in his time" more and more. It feels like that... I can't place myself anymore.Meh.But I have been

2010-08-09T05:26:00.000-04:00
I've been itching to write something here.Soon.

2010-08-04T00:19:00.000-04:00
I think you just put me in limbo.Hahaha.Mmm. I'll wait.

2010-08-03T00:44:00.001-04:00
"You always leave me wondering to who you're talking about. Lol"You always leave me wondering who you are =[

2010-08-03T00:11:00.002-04:00
I wish you would tell me how you feel.I know that you are feeling something...But it makes me worried, almost all the time.Haha. I guess maybe I deserve it for all these times.But as many times as I've done this. I feel like more and more of a child each time.I hope God moves something in your heart. Truly.I hope God brings you to him...Because there's absolutely nothing I can do, that can do

2010-07-31T16:55:00.000-04:00
today wasn't so bad.be honest.be responsible.try to understand.walk on.YEH? LAWLRUS.