I was semi-hoping I would never post here again.

Ah.

It hurts me when you never respond to me. So much. You probably have no idea.
So much.

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I wish u were around more. But I'm doing my best to not like you, I don't think it would work... but when I'm with you my mind changes. But then again, you're too busy and too cool for us to actually spend time together

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I'm so infatuated with you. I am so curious about you. I really hope you're not taken and we can spend some actual time together. People tell me to not get attached to you. People tell me how to text you or contact you. This is the first time I think I've actually had an issue with talking to a girl that I was interested in. Sigh.

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You read this occasionally. Or at least you used to. We used to be close.
I worry about you so much. You have no idea. I don't tell you this because I feel like you hate me. The few times I tried to re-kindle our friendship, it seemed like you weren't up for it.
I'm sorry for my actions, I really am. We probably really wouldn't ever be able to go back to being close friends. But I worry about you. So much.

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You really annoy me. I'm doing my best to be supportive. But you always gotta say something. This goes for you too as well.

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Ah.

I have to be up in 6 hours. I'm planning on running. I guess this also means I'm planning to kill myself from overwork and overexercise. Hahahaha.

I feel so insecure right now.

I am a work in progress.

I am a work in progress.

I am a work in progress.

Sigh.