Whew...

...I'm kinda happy no one picked up my phone calls.

It gives me some... R&R time...
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Well. I am busy, that's for sure... Juggling Church stuff, Helping mom at work, and seeing friends...
Takes up my whole day like every day...
Last night was the fourth night I've slept at my house since break started =P
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GKYM was good, different, but good. Not very retreat-ish, but much more... Rahhh let's do mission. But I think certain things stuck with me a bit...
Especially the Love of Christ for us.
Mmmm... more and more it becomes apparent that I need it =]

...the world is bleeding.
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I've also decided to go to OIL --> On In Love.
It's coming up this week (busybusybusy hahaha)... and I'm definitely excited to learn more and chill with the king =]
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So today we had a short seminar on dating... biblically.
yaknow?
I think the things that stuck with me... are... that,

Instead of searching for someone... "perfect"
We should try to make ourselves "perfect".
I know that someone had already said this to me... but Instead of saying, God give me this or give me that.... it should really be, "God make me into this or that kind of person... for someone else.

What we're trying to do here... is bring the love of Christ.

That... TRUE LOVE.

Is bloody, broken, ugly, on the cross.
And when our ugly sides come out in relationships... we not only see that we need Jesus more and more... but that we need to bring the real true love, more and more.

Because really, the true love... is that, while we are so ugly, broken, sinful people... Christ still Loves us, and died for us on that Cross.
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как интересно, бог, как интересно.
вы любите нас. бы любите нас...
я хочу вашу влюбленность, Иисус
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t rue love.