I'm not denying that you're here...

I'm not denying that you're with me...

I know that you love me...

But it feels like more and more I know less and less of what to do and how to act.

I literally do not know what to do.

I literally do not know what to say.

So everytime you ask me what I think, or how I feel about something, and I say "I don't know" or "what do you want me to think", it's because I really don't know.

And if I say LOL, or OKAY to something that you say. Chances are I agree with you, really, or I do find it funny... but I literally do not know what else to say.

It really feels like no one taught me how to act... what to do.

It seems like everyone knows what's going on except for me.

I don't know what to do or what to say.

lol.