Wednesday, March 3, 2010

I'm going to feel depressed.
I'm going to feel joy.
I'm going to feel sadness.
I'm going to feel happiness.

But I won't give up.

I can get A's.
I can get B's.
I can get C's
I can fail.

But I will not give up.

I may not be a good son.
I may not be a good dancer.
I may not be a good student.
I may not be a good musician.
I may not be a good fencer.
I may not be a good friend.
I may not be a good Christian.

But I will not give up.

Even when I want to kill myself.
Even when I want to get high.
Even when I want to get shitfaced.
Even when I want to stop putting in an effort to be good.
Even when I want to stop putting in an effort.
Even when I want to stop.

I will not give up.

Life will throw everything at me.
The Devil will throw everything at me.
(I don't know if/but/maybe) God might throw things at me.

I will not give up.

I swear, tonight. For the rest of my life.

Whatever happens.

I swear...

I won't fuckin' give up.

You hear me?

You na'msayin?

I won't fuckin' give up.

I will not give up.

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