Thinking about...

...cutting things out... reaching out as well.
Lots of relationship-type things.
I had a great thanksgiving =]
Ended up talking to my mom about marriage + relationships, and where I am, and how awesome God is...
Good lunch... the tea at PF Chang's isn't that bad at all... hahaha
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It was just so clear... all the things God has given me, and still is giving me, and is just blessing me with...
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When you first get into a relationship... there's the passion, the puppy love...
And once you get past that stage... you begin to learn, and really see, (Or should be learning...) who the other person is...
And as you begin to learn... you move into the... responsibility that comes with being in a relationship...
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I also realized some things about myself, and the relationships I have with other people... or have had with other people...
I'm generally myself, with anybody... but there are people who I tend to watch what I say with, and there are people who I feel... guarded towards.
The people who I don't feel guarded towards, the people who I can just... speak freely with, without my guard up, are the closest friends I have... are the people who I love spending time with... and... is something I want to have when it comes to... whenever the next time I get into a relationship is...
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I felt very guarded with some people in the past... I was open, very honest... but oh so guarded...
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I don't want that...
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There needs to be a complete trust and open-ness, to each other...
All the physical stuff, is a by-product of love, not a pre-cursor to it...
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Oh so broken... but oh so joyous... God just makes his perfection know through our imperfections... our weaknesses are blessings...
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I'm trying to lift up things more and more to God, depending on him, realizing I cannot do things without him...
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So today... I'm feeling... Blah. It may be because I'm tired... or maybe it's the weather... but I do feel.... bleeehhhh... Trying to lift it up to God... Aigoo...
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God you are good, every day, so why should I stop praising you because of how I feel?
You are Good. God. =]
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I want to grow with the holy spirit... converse with it... walk with it... follow it...
I want to chill with it... chill with God.
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I want to be chillin' with the King.