Last weekend...

...was awesome.

I had a great time at the cornerstone college retreat.

I don't ever want to forget this weekend.

I felt... comfortable.

I was reminded of just how much Jesus Loves us,

How much he loves me, and how much he went through for me.

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I had a dream I was... astro boy.

I had just been created, I was re-learning how to walk.
Let alone how to fly.

This big machine like thing came to life and began to attack me.

It had drills and it chased me,

Swinging it's arms as I jumped between levels of a parking complex.

With the help of some friends, we managed to trip it into the sea.

Once it was there, it grew.
I was able to fly now, and I flew around the water, and it would try to swat me from underneath, 'cause he knew I wasn't able to see into the polluted water.

I started to shoot out little drills, and I would dodge most of them, but some of them would hit me.

But all this time I couldn't fight back.

It then changed. It became organic, and floated around, breaking things, destroying things.

I watched as it split, and grew, and grew. It fed on other people, on other animals.

It then moved to the middle of the sea, and formed a giant city.

It sent out smaller creatures, that began to shake the foundations of the building we were in.

The building shifted, and fell on it's side, and began to sink.

I ran at first, and then someone told me I should go back and save my friends. So I dove in and pulled them out.

As we left, I caught a robber who was trying to steal from us. I ended up carrying her to the safe zone along with my friends.

I pulled out my papers just as the military asked, and they told me I could come in...

And then I woke up...

***

I also had a dream where I was driving a car for the president of the frat.

...fix your brakes...

***

Hrmm...

I've been born again... and fighting an enemy I cannot necessarily kill.
It grows and grows, and takes and takes.
It'll grow huge... and take people with it.
And although WE cannot fight it, we can find refuge, and we should bring as many people as we can...

...maybe?

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I met the most awesome people over the weekend.

And God, you love me so much. I just break into tears at the thought of what you've done for me.

I have so many questions... I'm so excited God... I want to learn more and more...

Mmmm. Life isn't always easy, and I'm not always happy, but there is Joy.

***

...and love. Don't forget to smile.