Last night...

...I saw your new boyfriend.
You looked happy.
You... permed? your hair? Didn't think you would do that.
He's blond. Hahaha I didn't think you'd like that either.
You looked happy though.
You were smiling and laughing. You held his hand as you both walked up the stairs.

Good for you.

We made eye contact, I kept on walking and put my headphones in as someone shouted my name.
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Last night dream...
1. Drove into NYC to see a play...
2. Ended up near a new building/in the ruins of an old one... Picked up some friends.
2.1 Was supposed to go home and watch a movie with a family friend.
2.2 Escaped a bulldozer, even though he was just messin with us.
2.3 Getting out of the... "ruins" led to the streets.
3. Saw... that.
4. Kept on walking uptown, made it to the bridge.
4.1 Met a viking? He was driving around. I was gonna hitch a ride but he was going the other way.
5. Biked across the bridge. Saw a best friend. You got jacked man... I didn't know you could run across the bridge and back now...
5.1 Some people were headed to church... You should stop eating McDonalds man... It's not good for you.
6. Made it home.
6.1 Dad was there.
7. Woke up.
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Good morning God. I want to be pleasing in your eyes today.
I can't fix these things on my own...
It hurts a lot...
I need you.
I love you.