I think this might be the start of a new chapter in my life...

Let's look forward.

Cost... It will cost me fitting in, and family. But I will gain, everything. In the end.

It will cost me my pride... probably, as well as my logic too.

But I will gain, everything that I put in. In the end.

I hope these things don't have a hold on me anymore.

That the only thing that will have a hold on me, is a person nailed to a cross.

We'll see how things go.

It'll probably hurt a lot.

You can't judge me. You do not decide whether I am a good person or not.

Only God.

I'm done.

This is a new chapter.