HAHAHAHA.

I am in no need of saving... Don't see the depravity in my own life.

What is the use of the gospel to me?

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"May I have the mission trip information please?"

Serving only... why would God choose to use me?
It's not like I'm there to get prayed for or learn more about him...
It's not as if I care...
I would only go to serve.
"But how could you serve when you don't know or love God?"

Hah.

"God wants to bless you."

I don't want that.

"Are you still going to church?"

Well, physically, yes.

"Is everything okay?"

Okay? Yeah I guess so =] But then again you don't have to act like you care when it hurts you to hear how I'm doing.

Leave me alone, I'm just doing what I need to do.

Hahaha...

Am I okay? Nah.