I was waiting for the rest of the praise team... at Wendys this morning... as I usually do.
It's so interesting looking out the window as people walk by...

...Old lady who looked anorexic... lost.
...Homeless guy yelling at the Mom who was walking her baby... she probably has a wealthy husband...
...Hispanic Mother + Daughter... daughter had cool neon green + grey jordans...

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Why am I still going to church...? Hahaha

What does it really mean to be a Christian... is it a part of me? Or... am I part of it?

I'd rather it be the former... But then would that be taking away me from God? Do I really belong to God... that much?

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Mom pointed out to me that... the first lesson the church should teach... the first part of the Gospel... is that we are all Children of God. That we are LOVED...

...because that seems to be what's getting me down the most.

I feel like I need to re-learn love.

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I'm sick... Drinking hot water + honey...

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Kid Cudi... you are the man..

"I've got some issues that nobody can see,
and all of these emotions are pourin' outta me,
I bring them to the light for you,
it's only right,
this is the soundtrack to my life,
the soundtrack to my life ohhhh"