Haaaa....

....I'm tired.

We had conditioning this morning, and I have to go back for squad practice in about an hour and a half...
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Got a bunch of trivial things on my mind...
Like what to do/eat.
Need to get my campus parking permit...
Got a really encouraging comment =]
Piano lesson with Tim Tsang... excited =D
Tired tho... definitely tired...
Worried about money... Aigoo. I should start lookin for a job...
Maybe that could wait till the summer.
I need to start studying for LSATs
I think I worry too much.
Err.
I think too much.
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Last night's dream... was in the same place as a dream I had a while back.
It was a bunch of me and my friends...
(The first dream... we were in this Giant stadium... like a Colosseum... Killing this... things. It was very very visceral... gorey... etc. Kinda scary.)
But this time... there was this giant guy chasing us... and we were fighting him off... sortof.
I was shooting rockets at him... but then we all stopped for a second... realized this giant guy was taking some drugs... all he needed was someone to go say hi to him and talk to him. It's not like he wanted to be angry or anything... So I said hi... shook his hand. We didn't have to fight each other anymore.
And then like this lady over the loudspeaker said something like, the bad things that happen in our lives trap us, but we really need this love to set us free.
And then... all of these kids started appearing. They all looked so sad.
They were all victims of child abuse; physical, sexual, verbal...
I hugged one small kid and just started crying. He didn't deserve any of it... He doesn't know better... Why did that have to happen to him... At such a young age...

And then I woke up.
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I feel my heart going in so many different directions right now...
Stupid...