I am planning...

...on re-piercing my ears.

I don't fully understand God's love for us. Or even for me.
I... Know it. but I don't KNOW it...
But one thing I am slowly beginning to see is that God loves me for who I am...
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So much was said in the last four hours... It's almost hard to see what I learned because my head is thinking of so much stuff...
Let's start with how Good God is. How spoiled we are to have his sacrifice... Amen. Thank you so much...
And that there's no way we can ever reach a... level of perfection in his eyes.
But our growth, (slope of the function) is important, and what's in our heart is.
I think God also wants me to be myself... whatever that may be.
God's love for us isn't conditional, and I need to somehow... stop trying to prove it, or pay him back, or earn it... 'Cause I can't.
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Mmmm. Hahahaha I thought I was pretty smart... I still have a lot to learn... it's never ending... It's an unlimited function, but our point on that doesn't matter... the slope of it does.
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Hrm... Do I get it...?
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"Stop beating yourself up... Be nice to yourself..."